4:24 PM
yupps, irony's the word man. its ironic how i know i will get bored of blogging and abandon it but still choose to reopen my blog again and again. HAHA. but who gives a damn, i happy can liao.
dunno how come suddenly had the urge to blog again. notice the word "HAD", haha, i somehow lost the urge again. did up my blog on the 28 but den felt a bit sian after that. owells, thats just me. maybe it was clarissa dearest (wahaha xP). she gave me a PURPLE diary on my bday, then it hit me that i should cont writing all the interesting things that happened in my life, so i can reminise next time. and mind you, i have so much fun reading thro my old blog cause of all the chasing things i wrote down.
suddenly make me miss fik and jian so much! my chasing friends, mediacorp, the split road, the mdc bus, the slope, the running, the soya bean drink, the waiting, the overwhelming excitment, the rapid heartbeats, the false alarms, the queues, the cabs, the everything! its endless. but i know its something impossible to experience again la, its all over. we've lost the motivation to chase. its so obvious. everytime a chasing outing is planned, after all the excitment and longing for that date to hurry-up come, it will be a BIG FLOP. everyone will just pull out. why must it be so? i hate it. ANYWAYS. no point crying over split milk, i've got loads of other things to do.
and yupps! I'M SIXTEEN!! although it wasnt anything too SWEET, although there was no taufik, it was good. there were my friends. thanks to 155 and the whole of fourthree and not forgetting 4eva and the rest, and everyone else. thanks for the gifts, the hugs, the wishes, the cakes, the songs!! HAHA i was truly happy. really wonder why taufik must go on ****** now la. last year's celebration was the coolest! thanks to the gang for waiting for fik for so long just to get my bday celebrated. memories, they will never be erased from my heart. i miss usthegang*!!
with turning sixteen, there comes all the crap like Os! cant believe im sec 4 actually. so much more dreadful tests, essays to write and all that shit. AHH someone save me man. im starting to hate school, period. school used to be so fun, and it just had to get worse every year. i havent even chased this year. school has taken so much away from me, there are just too many things that i dun bear to let go of. but got no choice huh. I HATE THE WORK LA! so stress leh! but im glad i already settled one subject la. YAYS! got A1 for express chinese paper. haha. its something that im very proud of okay?! my chinese so sucky still can get A1, i was over the moon. my parents were too, and there's nothing more impt to me than making them folks happy. =]
kay, i shall stop here for today la. so long never blog so much liao. bb!
FRIENDS;
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