solitary-me

2006-07-10T22:34:00.000+08:00

HEY GAGA! Clarissa lah! hahas...
din know u blogged so much abt me! gosh i feel damn honored! *gasped with hands at the mouth*
i just wanna say: I LOVE U LOADS, MY DEAR COUSIN!
we were like knew each other since babies! OMG SO COOL, i bet we talked/communictaed with baby language during our babyhood when our mothers, which is yr gu-gu and my gu-gu, were still discussing what clothes to buy for our teenyweeny bodies!
i bet my mom bought blue clothes for me and yr mom, which is my gu-gu bought purple for u. this esplains why we are BLODDYHELL obsessed with our colors! HAAHH

2006-07-06T19:19:00.000+08:00

Chenyi has come! he has arrived in singapore~!!!!!
hahas, very happy larrs:))
i simply adored shopping with CHENYI! hes so nice to shop with! better den clarissa. HAHA jokin arh!

i will blog abt my shoppingtrip with chenyi later!

2006-07-05T16:34:00.000+08:00

aiyah! i kenna blocked la! inspectors edition plus cute girls around! oreos, clarissa and I are the inspectors. okay Oreos our inspector la, we are just officers. but GOOD officers k

COOL eh?? clariisa did it

haha, special guest, xavier

BOSS!

see! our sushi! cool anot huh???

clarissa likes this man, uglifying me! HAHA its her hobby la. anyway i uglified her too. we are fair ya???

oh no! explicit scene if u understood why.. i really had no idea! anyways, i love easylove's mother magnets!!! i adore dem!

HAHA wwe were in the KITCHENNNN in church! foolings

in the kitchen, but still diff lightings...

me and clarissa. she is making her JUMBO big sushi. aniways her sushi are never small, they are always fat!!!

boss would love Love messages.... hahas, i hope he just dun explode upon hearing we actualli used his comp, for some reasons like MV-appreciating! haha, rest assured no virus loaded into his comp since aaron wasnt there to teach us how! HAH! jokin

clarissa and i! haha! clarissa said not to post this picture cause she looked wierd, but who cares! HAHAS

she looks weirder here la, as usual!

this is lemon, trying to figure out how to tuck her shoelaces in:))

HAHAS! gabby is back with bloggin!
i love my life at the present moment la k.
i love church! the church people:esp toot1!! shes's really nice to me, and i am especially nice to her! hhaha, exaggeration larrs:)) i love my other church people too.
now its school period and i am still in school. sucks! school really dun rock okay! cause we have to study everyday in school and hand in homework and all the crap the teachers want. thats school life, if u wondered...

clarissa wants me to blog abt cyf tenth anniversary, oh wells i will do her some honor by doing so typings on it here.
so we made sushi and Easylove's house. his mother is really pro everything, even sushi!
its was a great deal of fun and i believed everyone enjoyed themselves having a go at sushi making:))
well, i am the rice scooper, and of course it was not an easy job. imagine handling a big bowl of sushi rice, and having to mix the powdered vinegar wasnt easy HAHAS this is not self-appraisal
then came the anniversary itself! waaaa, when the moment came for lemon and I to bring the 4kg cake out, i was like OMG OMG my heart is coming out please! hahas and that stupid clarissa was dere to uglify me AGAIN! she always like to take pictures of me when i look funny lars. actually she just likes to take candid shots lars, cannot blame her eh? HAHA
i loved the band the most! it was OMG rocking puh-lease!!!
the drummer was like everything! without the drummer, where would a band stand????
gilbert, cally, willy and the drummer was GREAT man! its rockin' time, babye~!

oh yes, jeremy's bro, jonathan lee emailed and ask if CYF guys were interested in having a night trail...
i hope clarissa and lemon can go and i hope my parents would allow me too! HAHAS imagine talking under the moonlight.... HAHAHS(think simply, not the other way)

roarr. hate exams!

2006-04-27T19:26:00.000+08:00

DAMN. i really hate how i love to do the wrong things at the wrong time. this stinks can! ha. its exam time and i suddenly had the urge to go town to shop. and such a coincidence weeds has to go there nowadays to get her clothes for the wedding dinner. MAN! tempting can.

yeah and i got tempted la. DUH. haha have been going to orchard for the past 2 days. and on tue we were supposed to come to my house to study, but ended up at j8. shop shop for 3 consecutive days already okay! feel like killing myself now. haha. and just so suddenly i felt like blogging. of all times! sigh, i sometimes hate myself so much.

oh wells. went town and yeah, I REALLY WANNA SHOP! and i mean shop with cash! haha tired of window shopping already la. there's so many things that i want and need to buy. really can do with some cash flow now. my grandma told me that my cousin's gonna get $200 for studying hard and all. so jealous can! so i complained to her that my parents only reward me with food. haha and she gave me money. happy in the heart la, but freaking guilty again la! ARGH! i shall really start saving up. or, anyone wants to sponsor? HAHA.

oh oh! watched Initial D during chi lesson today since our Os is still so freaking far away. YAYNESS! edison so totally rocks la! everyone was practically drooling over him man. so nice to see his face big big printed on the screen. LOVES! i wanna chase him again!!

okay, and im currently waiting for weeds to come online. lalalala. so bored. need to resume to studying soon. i really feel so screwed for mid years la. just kill me.

// i dun quite like mr yap now. sigh.

the past was still the best

2006-04-02T18:43:00.000+08:00

to think about it, everything has changed. why must it all turn out this way? it is quite horrible how our wonderful and flawless and ever so comforting friendship has to turn out like that. partially it was my fault la, i have to admit. if only there wasnt all the jealousy or selfishness, everything would be the same right now.

is it too late to try to piece everything back right now? i really really want to. but there seem to already be a barrier, such a strong one that i have no strength to break. its becoming really hard to even relate to one another. wat has becomed of our common interests and forgivingness for one another?

owells, i guess this has became a lesson for all of us. never ever let a budding problem unsolved. now its too late...

how i wish i could just press the restart button and change everything. how i wish we all had put in more effort in the past. how i wish there was a second chance.

SCH SUCKS BIG TIME!

2006-03-21T14:50:00.000+08:00

im in school. and i was just told that we're actually not allowed to use sch com to blog. haha TOO BAD!

school still sucks

2006-03-07T19:33:00.000+08:00

heyoo!

sigh shcool's making me so depressed la. every morning when i wake up, the first feeling i feel is DREAD! i dread going to shcool. yes, it's that bad. once we got so bored during maths that we wrote a whole poem that even rymes (how do you spell it? owells) ya a poem. will post it up when its perfect yea?

have loads of newspaper articles to summarise and review. thats cause lazy me took advantage of the fact that we only needed to hand them all in on the last week of the term. we actually had to do one every week. and so im left with 6 more to do, due on thurs. and i also have chi compo. KILL ME! and no matter how early i sleep i feel damn tired the next day. can someone save me? pls pls!!

replies to tags
batman; yes yes its jap song. nice right? haha. how? do you still need the ever-there-for-you de planning comm?
melinda; heyya girl! haha yeah blogged again. bumped into you at j8 yst right? sucha coincidence. when are you coming down for cyf? you only came once lor!

IRONY

2006-03-05T16:24:00.000+08:00

yupps, irony's the word man. its ironic how i know i will get bored of blogging and abandon it but still choose to reopen my blog again and again. HAHA. but who gives a damn, i happy can liao.

dunno how come suddenly had the urge to blog again. notice the word "HAD", haha, i somehow lost the urge again. did up my blog on the 28 but den felt a bit sian after that. owells, thats just me. maybe it was clarissa dearest (wahaha xP). she gave me a PURPLE diary on my bday, then it hit me that i should cont writing all the interesting things that happened in my life, so i can reminise next time. and mind you, i have so much fun reading thro my old blog cause of all the chasing things i wrote down.

suddenly make me miss fik and jian so much! my chasing friends, mediacorp, the split road, the mdc bus, the slope, the running, the soya bean drink, the waiting, the overwhelming excitment, the rapid heartbeats, the false alarms, the queues, the cabs, the everything! its endless. but i know its something impossible to experience again la, its all over. we've lost the motivation to chase. its so obvious. everytime a chasing outing is planned, after all the excitment and longing for that date to hurry-up come, it will be a BIG FLOP. everyone will just pull out. why must it be so? i hate it. ANYWAYS. no point crying over split milk, i've got loads of other things to do.

and yupps! I'M SIXTEEN!! although it wasnt anything too SWEET, although there was no taufik, it was good. there were my friends. thanks to 155 and the whole of fourthree and not forgetting 4eva and the rest, and everyone else. thanks for the gifts, the hugs, the wishes, the cakes, the songs!! HAHA i was truly happy. really wonder why taufik must go on ****** now la. last year's celebration was the coolest! thanks to the gang for waiting for fik for so long just to get my bday celebrated. memories, they will never be erased from my heart. i miss usthegang*!!

with turning sixteen, there comes all the crap like Os! cant believe im sec 4 actually. so much more dreadful tests, essays to write and all that shit. AHH someone save me man. im starting to hate school, period. school used to be so fun, and it just had to get worse every year. i havent even chased this year. school has taken so much away from me, there are just too many things that i dun bear to let go of. but got no choice huh. I HATE THE WORK LA! so stress leh! but im glad i already settled one subject la. YAYS! got A1 for express chinese paper. haha. its something that im very proud of okay?! my chinese so sucky still can get A1, i was over the moon. my parents were too, and there's nothing more impt to me than making them folks happy. =]

kay, i shall stop here for today la. so long never blog so much liao. bb!

tester

2006-02-28T17:31:00.000+08:00

testing
woohooo

bored to death mans